Matter manipulated by the lightest touch of all. Thought.
THE TITLE A PLACEHOLDER • THIS SCETCH PERFECTED NOT NOW BUT LATER
Reality creeps up on us from many directions. Namely all.
Standing in awe, universe black, starry night showing itself obvious to us all, mirroring mind contemplating it all in eternity, circular thoughts in on themselves, back and forth, impossible to understand lest we call it the gentle mind of ours.
Vague notions within, being watched by someone inside far wiser than me. Looking far into voids of our knowing that only dreams are there to reveal.
Mind sorts itself by different means. By willow we weave the baskets of metaphors bearing meanings forth and ahead. Metaphors, the life of our language. Metaphors helping words fly like butterflies, like javelins on bent-straight paths. Without metaphor, concept, meaning, a word is just something scribbled. I will return to the Word, the paramount understanding of culture, lost in the dim lives of apes.
Thoughts meander easily astray. Thoughts travel memory threads, unknowing, to instant spots, as lightning quirking from rods in the sky. Do we mirror each other’s thoughts; do thoughts tell the difference if mapped or if mirrored? Clouds of thought glide sideways through our dim-lit meanings, memories in want.
Thinking sorts itself by different means, perhaps best viewed as mirrors, threads and clouds.
Views we share not knowing if thought are mine or of the other’s.
Clouds are multicomplex myriads of associations: symbols, worlds of myths, tales within tales. So tight you’d be in a mist if you envisioned them simultaneously.
But threads and clouds and mirrors — they’re just metaphors for how it really works.
Orchestral waves in mind, waves upon waves permeating the brain, perhaps circumventing the orderly paths of synapses. Neurons, dendrites, microtubules; the lightest of our thoughts imprinted in not-yet-known scores of the brain. And words meanwhile are labels for our concepts. The tiny universe of each connects its meanings vastly, in clusters, in unending various ways.
Some clouds, some threads, as mycelia fractalling out in millions of branches. Words do not think. Words are typographics alone on the page, elegant forms, some from the pharaonic Egypt, finally refined in the mid-fifteenth century. Words we use as labels glued to deeper meanings.
Concepts often unclear in definition, fuzzy meanings underneath, ubiquitous swirling metaphors. Strange threads running long, losing bottom in dim-lit tracks of meaning. Some are clouds, some fuzziness of symbols and of mirrors, networks running in and out of themselves.
YOUR BICYCLE MEMORY MYCELIA
Threads a bicycle might illustrate. To your bicycle a thousand mental connections attach: all your bicycle tours, tyre punctures, painting the frame in a new color, feeling wind through your hair biking in Denmark. Where your repairman has his shop, who you met there, all the equipment there you wish for, hanging on the walls. Some associations quite far away. A chewing gum you once were offered by a nice girl on a rusty green bike. Connections adding onto thousands.
Root-like threads in thousands: memories, definitions, categories surrounding your well-known simple rusty bicycle; occasions on the beach, wind in hair, grease from chain, pedals under feet, rods of frames in their familiar geometric shape, rubber handlebar and tinkling bell, the wheel hub, all its cogs, the tyre tube and how you mend it, even the first time you learned from your father. The smell of rubber and glue. Your simple bicycle: a universe of remembrances.
All of this in your jelly brain. Memories lingering underneath, whom you don’t think of right now. You know how it is: you know that you know. If you wanted to recall, you could softly go down memory lane, easy as that, and find your childhood encounters. Memories of a bicycle could congregate and reap descriptions for an essay, perhaps minor novels, told by you alone if you were a writer. Is memory like that so vast?
Is the memory of a bicycle made of millions of impressions? How is this stored among the multitude of your dendrites, your microtubules, your glia cells? In connection with how you lived, what you then felt, here and there? That’s a bicycle alone. A world almost untold.
OPINIONS NOT OUR OWN
Concepts, political opinions, not self-experienced but mirrors of reflected aspects, sometimes taught, sometimes adopted views. You could view them as mirrors of mirrors of opinions: second-hand impressions handed down, not first-hand real. First-hand is the very beer in front of you; second-hand, all the stories being told to you.
Aspects, views and concepts. Memories, multi-threading stories stacked high, levels upon levels of metaphors. Sayings, skills, a blasting wound. A word marked by traces within you. Love has struck you, but not alone.
Abstractions sort themselves by meanders, multiplying dimensional connections throughout the total knowledge of your memories: all traces, perhaps physics deeper still — and God knows where, for now.
DREAMS AND SLEEP SORTS EVERYTHING
Conscious images, feelings, notions: the multitude of worlds we humans know. Day awake. In resting sleep, no longer aware, the brain cleans, consolidates, restructures, updates, smooths and rearranges our memories. Here some of our strangest creativity is reached. Consciousness and unconsciousness, by means of dreams, are parsed as one.
Life is a constant hallucination made up of our minds. Mimicking the world in a language the animal is incapable of.
Let me tell.
BEAR IN MIND THESE PAGES ARE UNDER BUILDUP, ALL IS INCOMPLETE, CHANGING, EVERYTHING OR ANYTHING INTO MINUTE DETAIL COULD BE ADDED, CHANGED, ABBRIVATED, EXPANDED, EXPLODED EVEN IF IT WOULD SO. AND I HAVE NO RESPONSABILITY TO BE ACCURATE OR BE PROVEN. THIS IS A MINDLESS FREE FLOW OF THOUGHTS AND THINKING AND I MAKE IT UP AS I GOES.
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To be continued and iterated..











